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Tomorrow I will go away #writetribeproblogger #writebravely

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Today on the first day of #writetribeproblogger,  I wish to write about the  feelings of an unborn girl child.

The unborn girl child comes to know that she would  be aborted the next day . These must be  the feelings inside her heart which she wants to convey to her mother .

 

Tomorrow , I will go away

Mom, My heart beats for you and yours for me . We have developed a great bond  in these five months . I can feel you . But tomorrow I will go away .

Mom, You know I am just like you , I am a girl with brown eyes and black hair , But tomorrow I will go away.

Mom, When you place your hand on your belly and  try to feel me,  cuddle me , I feel so blessed . Mom, please bless me today for the last time , because tomorrow I will go away.

Mom, When you sing for me , the music soothes me.  Mom, please sing a song for me today  for the last time, because tomorrow I will go away .

Mom, I have been waiting for the day I would be in your arms and you would actually hug me .  Mom, please hug me  tight in your arms today though virtually, because tomorrow I will go away.

Mom, When you cried today in the ultrasound room, I also cried . I didn’t like that man who talked  so rude to you.  I  cannot see you crying . My dear  Mom, please  give me a big smile  today, because  tomorrow I will go away.

Mom, I love to move my head and stretch my legs inside you. I know it hurts you when I kick you with my legs and fingers . But please Mom, bear my kicks for the last day  today  because tomorrow I will go away.

Mom, I am sorry if I have hurt you  in any way . Please forgive me for the last time today,because tomorrow I will go away.

Mom,  I am scared of that big instrument that would be used on me .  I am scared that it would hurt you even more. Mom, please bear this pain bcoz of me for the last time .  Tomorrow I will go away.

Mom, I relish  the taste of your favourite pink icecream. Please  can we enjoy  it together today for the last time ,because tomorrow I will go away.

Mom,  I feel so upset  of going away from you.  I wish you could keep me forever with you. I love you a  lot.  I am surely going to miss you. Please say ” I love you, I miss you ” for the last time, because tomorrow I will go away.

I am participating in Writetribe #writetribeproblogger challenge October 2017

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